She needs to get out she can’t hold on much longer. He is killing her. He knows he is. She hates the way he smells, looks, feels, everything. He came to her last night demanding things, tell her she can’t see her one friend anymore. He came by this morning, he threatened to kill her, to kill her brother, to kill her cat, to smash her cello. She had to drive him to his doctors appointment. He took her phone and threw it out the window. He wouldn’t let her take him home. She had to bring him to her house. He was nice to her for a bit, then he got mad, and then nice. He wouldn’t let her go. She was scared, she wanted him to leave. She is still frighten, but no one knows. No one can help her. She is trapped. But someone came, her friend came, her friend knows this, her friend will be there for her. But how does she end it? How does she tell her family? How does she avoid being killed? She is terrified that it will never end.

I got like no sleep last night and my parents are out of town. This means I am stuck home with my fucking dumbass brother. He decides to have a party and get completely fucked. I get to deal with drunk and high teenagers running around the fucking house. Then around 1:30am I finally fall asleep only to wake up 30 minutes later to naked girls running around the house. I cant sleep now and my cat got up and went somewhere. I am so fucking tired and confused I get up and start looking for him and I cant find. I go back upstairs avoid the naked girls and possibly a few boys and cry myself to sleep. I wanted to kill myself so much right then. I couldn’t do anything but cry. I hated every single being of me. I finally go back to sleep around 3 am then wake up at 4, 4:30, 5, 5:20, and 5:40. I get up and find my brother passed out on the floor. I start getting ready for work. Then I get to deal with trying to get my brothers drunk ass up for work. Worst fucking morning ever. Also the house was a complete mess. Then as his friends leave he says he’s doing it all over again tonight. I can’t fucking deal with everyone’s shit. I am tired of having to handle everything. No one ever fucking thinks of me. No one. I am going to go away and I pray I never come back. Maybe this time it’ll work.

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1. Approximately 1/3 of cat owners think their pets are able to read their minds.
2. The more you talk to your cat, the more it will speak to you.
3. Kittens begin dreaming when they are over one week old.
4. Cats make about 100 different sounds. Dogs make only about 10

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rileylife:

Apparently you can’t have problems if you’re not a starving African child.

Apparently you can’t have problems if your parents are still together.

Apparently you can’t have problems if you’re a white girl

or if you’re a heterosexual male

Apparently you can’t have problems if you get good grades.

Apparently you can’t have problems unless someone else justifies them.

Apparently you can’t have problems if you don’t show your feelings

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